This song fell out of me in about 5 minutes. This is the "Synth Version" which means I played all the "instruments" other than guitar and bass on a MIDI keyboard. Another more organic version of this song is on "Sick of Blocking Out the Sun

Lyrics

It’s peace of heart I miss the most
I’ve been running coast to coast
And I’ve been hiding from a ghost

Sick of blocking out the sun
So sick of pleasing everyone
Now that time is fucking done

Now that’s not to say that I only trust myself
In fact I love so much that I can never help
There’s nothing more for me to say
I’m just living day to day
I’ll be your needle in the hay


The missing link is just a myth
Mankind doesn’t even exist
What is the reason he is pissed?

Let’s live it like the world was gone
Distance has always done me wrong
Arm in arm until the dawn

You want to love me or leave me? I never can tell
I remember a time when my heart never fell
As a child the seasons changed just for me
Now I have trouble believing in things I can’t see